My Father picture

My father is fighting the cancer which is located on his kidney. Doctors have decided to remove it, but unfortunately my father is becoming more & more slim and weak. He has to be well feeded in order to be able to be operated. I do not like to loose my faith in God and my optimism, but at the same time I can not stand my family situation and I ca not keep watching my mother and my little brothers.
I am preparing my self to the worst of events, although I am looking with an eye of hope on the future.