I do not believe that my father has died. It seems that he is with us. Sometimes I forget that he has died, but the official papers of his death bring me back to the real facts.
Before, when my father was alive, I did not see him a lot. Regarding his responsibilities, he leaves home early in the morning, when I am sleeping and at night, as I go out with friends, when I go back home, my father is sleeping. So things did not change a lot. The absence of father seems like if he is working..the only new circumstance is that he will never come back from his work :(